It kind of sucks when I spend the first night in months sober and I wake up proud, only not able to share it with anyone because i'm a closet alcoholic and nobody knows that I get hammered every night because I hide it so well.
And it's kind of a pathetic thing to be proud about.
I want to take a "dry month" to keep my drinking in check, but that's impossible. All my friends drink. Not nearly to the extent that I do, but enough that there are parties coming up that are uninevitabely drunk-fests that I wouldn't mind partaking in. But this weekend will be sober, as I am going on a vacation! With people who have kids and don't drink. And that's a good thing. My body needs a break.
As far as things with Senator, they're pretty good. I'm really starting to get that he really never HAS been in a relationship and it's new, and he's trying. He's just very dense sometimes. But he also suprises me. Because I dont expect much out of him in the romance/thinking of me area because he can be a blockhead, this morning when he was making coffee, I asked if there was enough for me too because i was really groggy. he said not really, and in my head i got annoyed because it's my coffee and my coffee sweetner he's using. He's just got the maker. But i didn't say anything and let it go and twenty seconds later I see him walking towards me with two mugs. He was just messing with me, he'd made me coffee. :)
luckily, there hasn't really been much else going on. i need to think of nicknames for my friends who are around, because they're finally back in town and there will be stories, OH THERE WILL BE STORIES. my friends are awesome. and make awesome stories.
anyway, i think the only two people who read this blog are my doppelganger and vanessa, therefore, HI i hope you have a good week/weekend. Vanessa, hope things are not too stressful in school, and doppelganger... get rid of ketchup. he's staining your life. you're too nice to him.
that's all for now :)
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Wow, I didn't know things were like that with drinking for you. I hope that things get better. It will help being on vacation with your friends.
I hope sometime you can talk to one of your friends or Senator about it, not that its any of my business to tell you that, but it might make you feel better. Hangovers suck:(
I actually hate drinking more than one beer. Anyways, I am PROUD of you! Keep yourself healthy and happy:)
-V
I don't have net flicks. I actually got the first season at the thrift store I work at. It was awesome! I couldn't believe it was there. Only 12 dollars:)I agree you can watch it anytime and its good. Do you ever watch Smallville or Supernatural? just wondering
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