last night's conversation

"what are you worried about?" -senator

"lots of things" - me

"like what?" - senator

"grad school, money, jobs, wondering if we'll get married someday" - me

silence

"lskdfjlskdjf" something senator said that i dont remember and didn't make sense

"huh?" - me

"it's like a magic 8 ball... chances are good" - senator

i've been neglecting this blog because my dear dear friend (that i have not heard from in OVER a month) has been going through some very hard times and i felt like i would be a bad friend for posting...


but i'm sorry, doppelganger, i really am. i'm sorry that things have been really hard for you. i wish i had better things to say, and that i could be there (physically for you).






on the other hand, i am totally in love with Senator. i never in my life thought i could be more in love with anyone than i am with him. i wish i could spell out in detail how amazing my birthday and how valentines day was, but i love him. i know that i will marry him someday, and we will have children together. i know that i could sound totally naive in many eyes, but i feel that this will last. i love him with my heart, my soul, and my mind, and i can not see myself spending the rest of my life with anyone else but him.