wandering lights

well that whole no drinking thing is turning out to be easy, when you research how it eff's up your body when you're taking medicine.

in other news, i love senator with all my heart. he's a dofus and a jerk sometimes, but above all he loves me and cares about me, and helps me out more than i deserve. i freak out, he makes a joke, he's... a good match for me.

we're celebrating our six month anniversary on thursday.

and between then, we have four guests coming to stay with us and holy shit, i hate them. they' re my friends from high school and the rudest people i know. I CLEANED my house, scrubbed my house etc to get ready for them to be here, and they didn't even bother to tell me when their schedule changed. They didn't tell us that they decided to come a day early, and that they're staying a day longer. and that they wouldn't be here very much at all, since they want to go to disneyland the whole time. Um, hi, i work part time and have family members who work there and they didn't even bother to ask if i wanted to come along. they're just using me for my house. and they didn't invite me to go to the beach or anything, they could care less about me and spending time with me, they want to go hang out and come in and out at odd hours of the night.

punkassbitches.

i'm angry right now. it doesn't help that i got a nasty email from my oldest cousin accusing me of lying about my relationship with senator to our grandma, thinking that we are keeping that from her so we don't get reprimanded for living together in her house. Bah, i hate this.

i haven't written an angry rant in quite awhile and now that it's out of my system, i feel a little better.