smitten?

So.... what does it mean when Senator sends me a public link on facebook about a Mayor from California who just got married in the state he's from and eventually wants to move back to?

I just got goosebumps. I'm terrified and excited to think that he might be the one, that if we survive him going to law school, he and I will get married. It terrifies me because I don't want to open my heart to that idea so soon and because if I get hurt, it will hurt even more. But I can see us together in the future. Im just so scared of him going to law school and ruining what we have. I have a feeling I will be blogging about this a lot in my other blog, which I can give anyone the link to if you read this.

I can't believe six months ago when I said I liked him but never thought anything would happen, and now he's mine and it's good. We spend so much time together and dont get sick of each other and he's just... great. Sure, he drives me crazy and makes me angry sometimes, but what friend doesnt? He makes me laugh, he lets me cry, and his chest is perfect for me to lie on.

i moved all my crap to my new place this weekend and now just have the leftovers strewn across my floor. i. have. so. much. stuff. it took two uhaul trips. garage sale time, for sure. it's fun to shop for new bedding and furnature, craigslist is my new BFF. i don't understand why people spend tons and tons of money on new furnature when you can get gently used stuff on craigslist for free and cheap. if i get stuff new, im afraid of messing it up or breaking it. but if i pay a little for something i like, if it breaks, that sucks but its not a huge loss. nice expensive things make me nervous. not that i have nice expensive things other than my car, laptop and guitar (hardly the laptop anymore, it's going on six years old, lol), but whatever. Senator came up with a creative idea since we dont have living room furnature yet to use his bed as a couch, since he's inheriting a new bigger bed (thank god) and that will be fun (for awhile).

Anywho. back to looking on craigslist!